While working on a project for graphic design, I found these pictures, and I thought I'd share them.

"You are a feather on the wings of an angel.
You are the fire at the wick of the candle.
You carry me through the darkest of my hours.
Until we can claim that happiness is ours.

The warmth when I am cold
sittin' at the side of the lane.
Looking at the sky
as the sunshine turns to rain.

Fix the heartbreak for after it
comes a rainbow
That will shine on you
till the whitening of the crow."

"We met by chance and
turned into friends
and now our destiny
keeps us close to each
others making our
friendship grow more
with the passing time

You are a friends for a lifetime!!"

Friendship Template 27 February

(sorry it goes off the page)

This is a project I was working on in Graphic Design. We were allowed to pick whatever topic we wanted, and make a template on it. However, the images and the words we had to get from online. So, all the info on this template is from http://www.infed.org/biblio/friendship.htm. All the images I found on google images search under "friendship". 

To the owners of the images, and words: Please don't sue me; this is what we had to do for an assignment.

(sorry it goes off the page)

26 Feb 2013

26 February, 2013

So yesterday was my birthday. I had fun, but it felt more like an excuse to have people be nice to me, rather than my birthday. I am another year older, but that's all it is; the excitement of birthday's has just gone out of me, I guess. Birthdays are different than they were when I was little. I remember being so excited for my birthday, because that was my day. I don't know, maybe I was just down because I was getting older without them, without my friends. I guess I was mostly disappointed that my friends didn't call or txt me to say 'Happy Birthday'. I'll have to check facebook to see if anyone said it there. I suppose it's just hard for me, seeing people decorate their friends' lockers, or getting them balloons or doing something special for their friends for their birthday, and then no one does that for me.
    I also was dissapointed because when it's one of my friend's birthday, I call or send them a message to say 'Happy Birthday', so I guess I thought one of them might do that for me. 

I'm sorry I'm sounding mopey today. I'm not sure what's going on w/ me. Although my birthday wasn't all that I hoped it wold be, I still had fun, and I'm grateful for what I got. :)

Oh and Emily DID txt me to say "Happy Birthday" (after I reminded her- she missed it when she was putting birthdays on her calendar).

oh yah!! I got Tangled for my birthday!!! ^_^ :D

glomp- (v) it hug someone after running at them, usually surprising them

Last Wednesday, I visited my friends in Tualatin after school. When I got there, I started to sneak up, but then I decided to just glomp Emily. It was fun. And then out of nowhere, Jeremy glomped me! I totally wasn't expecting it, but then maybe i should have because I told him I would be there. It was awesome. :) ^_^

I miss those spontaneous things that happen w/ my friends, because they are soo fun. :) I really miss that, I mean sure, I can still hang out w/ them (and for that I'm really grateful), but I can't have those spontaneous moments as much. When this school year started, for the first 3 months, it was really hard for me-- not seeing them every day like I used to. I was so depressed. Thankfully being able to hang out w/ them occasionally, and a fair amount of counseling, has greatly helped, and healed, me. I'm more okay now, but I still miss them. After school and during assemblies are the hardest for me, because that's when I'd see and hang out w/ them at school. Especially assemblies; I wanted to cry at the last one because they did something that reminded me of the fun I'd had w/ my friends, especially Emily and Jeremy. 

Being able to see them occasionally on Wednesdays after school, and hang out with them occasionally has helped me realize that they aren't gone forever, like all my previous friends had been before. (Every time we'd move, I wouldn't be able to visit, and I'd loose contact every single time.)

Happy Valentine's Day!! :D 2013

Well, today is a special day for many people, and for others, it's the worst day of the year. Valentine's Day was my favorite holiday, then for a few years I didn't like Valentine's Day cause it reminded me of someone I'd lost (because they moved) when I was young, and it hurt. But now I'm back to liking this holiday, which it probably has something to do w/ me finding someone to like, and that healing my heart. But because I was hurt at such a young age, I have a difficult time w/ relationships, because I don't want to get hurt again.

Anyway, I can't think of anyone for whom today is more special, than my cousin Chelsea, because it's her birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!!!!!! Have a WONDERFUL day!!!!! :D ^_^
And for everyone else, I hope you have a wonderful day, even and especially if you don't really have a "special someone." Also, I hope you enjoy the pictures I got from google.com. : )

^_^- lol

"everyone has someone in their life that keeps them looking forward to another day."

Robert Frost

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