June 13, 2014

https://www.lds.org/media-library/video/2013-01-002-earthly-father-heavenly-father?category=mormon-messages/mormon-messages-2013&lang=eng&cid=HPTU061014222


I just saw this video. I cried as it helped me see myself more clearly, and who I really am.




Earlier today, I realized how prideful I'd been recently. I don't know, *sigh*, I had my life completely figured out-for months- and now, it's like I'm struggling to move forward. I know what this is, but it's been a long time since I last felt it, since I was last depressed. Largely that is due to being healed of my depression back in November. I realize there are gaps in my history.....I'll do my best to fill them in.
Also, I'm not completely depressed, I just have a low mood today.....possibly due to me having to go, go, go, with no break for the last month or so.... could also have something to do with it being cold. Bbrrr (shudder).


I hesitate putting this up because I don't like putting too much personal information out there on the internet, for the whole world to read.


*****
Again, about being prideful, I couldn't see it until today. It seems to be one of those things that creeps up on you, and you don't realize it until you are humbled again. This can be illustrated by a tree growing on a corner. I don't know how many people have seen this, but when the tree grows, the branches stretch out so far that you have a hard time seeing down the road. It can look something like this:

(Ok, so maybe this isn't the best illistration of overgrown trees.)

Would these be better?

(photo taken by Sarah Despain)

(photo taken by Sarah Despain)

                                     

Anyway, the point is that when a tree grows, it's difficult to see what's behind it. Only through being pruned and cut back, would you be able to see the power lines (if any) or be able to see further up the road.
Just the same with being prideful- until you are humbled, 'pruned' if you will, can you see that you were prideful.

May 6, 2014

So much has happened in the last month, even the last week. And this past weekend- WOW!!

I am always amazed at how MUCH God loves us, and how much He will take care of us. I have been healed so much in just this past week that it causes me to wonder at the mercy and forgiveness and love of God, and marvel at His power and might. I think His power comes from Love.

He has so many roles in our lives, and it's incredible that He fills ALL of them perfectly-- but then, He is God, so He can do that. His Power, His LOVE, is so incredible and so unfathomable.

And that reminds me of a video I saw. I invite everyone who reads this to watch it. It gives me goosebumps every time I see it!!!

(I'm not allowed to copy the video or link, but you can watch it on YouTube. It's called "The Savior Wants To Forgive.")

The Emotion Code and Me

November 2013
I first started out learning Naturopathy, which is a holistic manner of healing the body through natural means (ie: homeopathy/home remedies, acupuncture, chakras, water therapy, ect.). although it was a start, it wasn't quite the direction I wanted to go. In looking for more answers, I came across The Emotion Code by Dr. Bradley Nelson.

In The Emotion Code, Dr. Nelson talks about what he calls 'trapped emotions'. For some reason, during emotionally-charged events, some emotions don't process correctly, and become, literally, trapped within the body. He also talks about a "Heart-Wall", which is a literal wall of energy that can block you from giving and receiving love. Because your body innately knows the difference between truth and  falsehood, and your subconscious mind records everything that ever happened to you, through muscle-testing you are able to tap into the subconscious mind and release these trapped emotions.

Today

It is difficult for me to remember how I felt and what it was like when I first started. This gift of healing has been given me from the Savior, who loves me more than anyone else ever could. I am telling you I have been healed from my depression, from my anxiety, from things that happened when I was a child, and from chemical imbalances in my brain. My depression is gone, my mind is clear, and I have never felt more free. I still have a lot of work to do, but it's a whole lot better than where I was when I started.

I feel that I'm finally able to move forward, and I'm happier than I've ever been. I've decided to get my license to become an Emotion Code Practitioner (so I can help others). At this point, I have pretty much memorized The Emotion Code website (which is www.drbradleynelson.com), and I am ready and willing to share it with as many people as can. I now know my purpose, and place in this world, and see the mission God has given me to fulfill.

The Emotion Code: part 1

Recently, I've come across something called the Emotion Code, and I will explain more about it in the next post, but this is what it says on the back of the book.

" I truly believe that The Emotion Code is the most powerful information I have ever received. I hope that as many people as possible can learn this, and that this information spreads over the whole world!" -Dave C., Beverly Hills, CA

In The Emotion Code, renowned holistic physician and lecturer Dr. Bradley Nelson skillfully lays bare the inner workings of the subconscious mind. He reveals how emotionally-charged events from your past can still be haunting you in the form of "trapped emotions"; emotional energies that literally inhibit your body.
Dr. Nelson explains clearly and concisely how trapped emotions can create pain, malfunction and eventual disease. In addition, trapped emotions can exert a dramatic effect on how you think, the choices you make, and how successful you will be.
Perhaps the most important discovery that Dr. Nelson has made is that trapped emotional energies often gather around the heart, creating a "Heart-Wall" that may block you from giving and receiving love freely.
The Emotion Code is a powerful and simple way to rid yourself of unseen baggage. Releasing trapped emotions often results in the sudden disappearance of physical problems, self-sabotage, and recurring relationship difficulties.
Filled with real-world examples from many years of clinical practice, The Emotion Code is a distinct and authoritative new work that is destined to become and instant classis on self-healing.

"I've had some really devastating health problems in my life, and it's been a real journey. Tis has put pieces together that I have struggled with for years, and has made a difference immediately in my life life nothing else has." -Laura G., Seattle, WA

"No superlatives are adequate! I've needed this info for so long. I'm already a new person and can't wait to help family, friends, and others. I can't tank you enough for my new physical well-being and for giving me the knowledge to help other people!" -Mary M., Maple Valley, WA

Something Wonderful

So much has happened to me between the time I last posted and today. Remind me to get a post on here about The Emotion Code. But for now I'm going to post about what happened most recently.

Have you ever had something happen to you, that was so wonderful that it seemed like a dream? And no matter how much you tried to convince yourself  that it was really happening, you still thought it was a dream? Something like that happened to me last Saturday, December 7, 2013. That was the date for my church's winter formal. The dance was fun in and of itself, but it was so much more fun because of the person I was there with. :) <3

At times, it was even magical. And that's why Im having such a difficult time convincing myself that it was real. Wonderful stuff like that doesn't happen to me. Now, don't get me wrong, wonderful things happen to me, and miracles happen all the time, but never anything like that. I usually end up sacrificing my happiness for others', and I typically put myself last. So things like this, don't happen to me.

Truth

What is TRUE whether people say it is good or bad, or whether they believe in it at all? What ALWAYS stays the same no matter how much it is degraded, rejected, judged or trodden on?
In a word: TRUTH.

" The wind may howl, and the storms may rage, but it remains thus: Truth will always be truth."

Daily Scripture

"Angels speak by the power of the Holy Ghost; wherefore, they speak the words of Christ. Wherefore, I said unto you, feast upon the words of Christ; for behold, the words of Christ will tell you all things what ye should do."        -2 Nephi 32:3