May 23, 2013

So here I am, 8th day being sick, I've missed nearly a week of school, and I'm paler than a vampire.
I'm kinda glad I didn't go to school today, cause I slept until after 12:30. Must've needed it. (Course living next to active railroad tracks it really taking a beating out of me.)

So today, I ended up watching TV for a little while, and I decided to put the parental lock on some things, so that if we accidentally turned to the porn channel, or saw/heard something else we shouldn't have, that we wouldn't hear it or see it. I don't know why my parents hadn't done that yet. It worked fine until my dad wanted to watch something. Now I hadn't blocked every channel, but Dad said it was blocking every channel (even though he only checked, from what I saw, two). The only reason I could think of for the TV blocking those channels was that there was language that I had set the TV to block. When I told Mom and Dad what I did, Dad got angry and said I wasn't the parent, and it wasn't my TV, and I wasn't in charge, so I should've asked (even though I blocked only the stuff they would have blocked).  Anyway, Dad wanted me to fix "what I'd done". So I did. He sounded mad.
   Honestly, I don't know why I still try to do anything to help. I do something kind and nice and helpful, out of the goodness of my heart, and then I always get nailed for it and yelled at.
       Oh, I need to ask? Well sorry, ever heard of a 'nice surprise'?!? Oh, I need to ask? Well sorry, it's just how I am. I'm a giving person, yet you guys always get after me for doing anything to help, and it's not even big things!! I always get in trouble for any little thing I do to help!!!